Have you ever had levels of anxiety that basically prevent you from doing anything productive?
@jerry Sometimes life throws a lot at us. Anxiety is natural, it's what kept the human race alive when we were still being hunted by predators.
It shouldn't be debilitating though. no shame in seeking help. my wife's dealt with it for as long as i've known her. she's treated it medically and just recently started treating it then through therapy. Nothing wrong with either of those.
Don't hesitate to find help man. Sometimes all you need it someone to chat with.